I went to a Planned Parenthood center and asked for a pregnancy test...And it was confirmed. I'm pregnant... I honestly didn't know what to think.. What to do... How I should go about doing things now that I was pregnant... I just knew I needed care... I was told previously that my Medicaid was going to be turned off when I turned 21... So I stopped going to my doc, the chiropractor, even the dentist...
The thing I hate the most is getting nowhere... Time and time again it happens... And it pisses me off to no end.
After all the heartache I had at the thought of never having kids, the guilt I felt at being ok with Jade's passing... I finally became ok with the thought that I may never have children of my own... That I may never get married... Then I date a man I thought I'd never be able to date. And then I get pregnant by this man... I was scared but also over the moon... I was finally having a kid... I was with a man I never thought I'd have and we were going to have a family...
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