Ugh... So much has been going on in my life and I don't know where to start...
I'm having relationship issues with Bug's (Isaac) father... I'm pregnant again and due June 11th... I have some asshole making ridiculous claims to DCS and CPS for some GOD unknown reason... I'm on Zoloft and need a therapist for the first time in years. I want a job... My Biological mom passed away this December from a heart attack... Bug hasn't been growing the way the Dr. wants him to grow... He ended up being diagnosed as Failure To Thrive... My dad was recently in the hospital due to fever, unchecked type 2 diabetes, a UTI and more...
Everything has been so stressful... I had some major PPD with Bug and let housework pile up... I didn't properly care for Bug... He had a lip and tongue tie that resulted in early weaning... Matt didn't bother with any support whatsoever, preferring to sit on his ass and play video games... It took my getting pregnant, and his brother/bff Jonathan telling him off to get us to where we are now... Hes getting better, and im doing better...
the super long hiatus is because Matt's computer battery went kaput and the charger doesn't work. to add to that my old tablet broke ad my new one's charger hasn't come in yet. I'm only able to make this post because I'm borrowing my housemates computer, which isn't going to be an everyday occurrence, because he gets pissy if I ask too much.
I'm currently 27+2 with Junebug, who happens to be another boy... This pregnancy has been so different from Bug's. For one, Junebug isn't anywhere near as active as big was. Don't get me wrong, Junebug moves, but hes not constantly kicking ans squirming day in and day out like Bug was... There also, so far, hasn't been any complications. My asthma is being managed, there's no unexplained bleeding and a helluva lot less anxiety where the kid is involved. the typical aches and pains are much more pronounced though...
I think that about covers it for now... But I'm definitely going to see if i can get to this from the phone. I'd love to be able to make a post every day/every few days like I used to... Plus it was rather therapeutic.
